Adelfy=)

im suffering frm severe cramps frm ytd trainin!!! argh!!!!!!!!!
guess its not onli me but also the same for wt n pam..
onli one word to say at tis moment..
"ENDURE!!" am i right wt??
but at least me n pam can console ourselves tat we achieve smth in return..=)
n wt finally learn her steps.. hopefully for her she can improve lots n overtake me=)

im at home for the whole day again..
reason was cuz trainin was cancelled=)
thx sis for buying my breakfast cum lunch cum........dinner?
i wan my lap top!!!! the laptop company said out of stock.. will like inform us?
but its alrd so long le.. not even a reply frm them since 19 mar..
hopefully can get it b4 7 apr? so i can upload the programs needed on the same day of orientation.. no need to make a extra trip..=)

Woke up early for a sunday mornin t prepare going out t Granny's birthday celeb @ Miramar Hotel.
Cabb-ed over and ate loads of food... which eventually turn out badly in me n sis tummy? cuz everyone was full, some idiots suggested goin to grandma house to cut the cake.. so we went over in dad tourist bus w 20 over cousins.
when we rch.. they were like takin their own sweet time..
HELLO!!! ppl like me hav smth on at 3.. (n its 3 alrd when we rch grandma house so..im late!!)
some even when off without cuttin the cake.. early noe i make my move first..
first, they say wait for one family to come. after they come,nobody bother to say cut cake.
then another went to buy lottery n they say wait for him to come back.. (its bout 330 at tat time)
in the end my mum just took the cake out without waitin for him n started puttin candles..
then some had to open their bloody mouth n say take INDIVIDUAL family photo.. (sianz 1/2..-_-''')
n they spend like 20 min takin photo? (im bloody late alrd!!)
after the whole cake thing, dad knew im late n went to start up his bus first.. thx dad=)
off to taman like finally.. (fyi: its 440 alrd!!! im so fuckin late for the FIRST time of my life!!)

lucky miss liang is able to make it for trainin at nite.. thx miss liang=)
n miss chng can make it after 830.. thx miss chng=)
trainin was............SCARY can!!!
it just scare the soul out of me.. worst then seein a ghost..
i was like shivering la.. a life is at stake in my hands!!
will nei jiu like hell if smth happens loh.. but at least we manage to do it la..
RIGHT?! Pamela Chng Yu Zhi!!! =)
ALL THX TO THE BIG MOUTH OF NG CHEE KEAN!!!
=) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)

back frm trainin.. bathed.. settle some stuffs..
im skippin trainin tmr.. or shld i say ltr..
n again.. me=pam=wt
cuz we r all not goin trainin..
"one for all, all for one" lmao..

i finally realise the importance of havin hp..
its so bloody difficult to contact someone who hav no hp..
guess we really rely too much on hp..

Hello ppl!!!!!!!!!
im currently waitin for time to pass...
so here i am bloggin..
meetin pam at cc to clear her doubts in chem..
after tat trainin at 8..
will blog when im back if i hav the mood..
bye!! =)

stayed home all day.. skipped trainin..
ps: im about to vent my anger.. u can skip tis part..

im sick n tired of ppl deciding on an ans dependin on me.. cant u all decide on ur on account? its not as if im askin u guys to go alone.. theres other's company as well.. havin me or not doesn't make any difference(not even a teeny weeny one).. i noe it's just a fren thing.. but.. it just make me felt worse than anything else.. cuz when im there, the whole grp is there.. n when im not, not even a single soul appear.. consider how 'others' will think of me.. as if im the laoda or i/c of u guys.. then when there's any msg, im the onli one told which im suppose to tell u guys.. promises r given.. the nxt morning? not even a single soul appear..

who was the person tat is suppose to inform u guys? ME
who to find to ask for an explanation? ME
who to blame when no one came? ME

its nobody but just ME!!!!!!!
i hate it when im given jobs to b done asap.
i hate it when i hav to inform ppl.
i hate it when im given empty promises.
i hate it when im asked for an explanation.
i hate it when i gav in my 101% but get nth in return.
i hate it when i wan to hack care n my heart just cant let go...

its so frustrating!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!

was chattin on msn wid xl n lz...
had a sudden miss for 4e1 days...
as wad xl said.. "the days we bullied mdm ow"
time just passed so quickly.. unknowingly..
in a few days to come..
new sch, new environment, new friends, new syllabus....
just hope i can cope wid everi thing.. -_-

really dunno wad to expect in the days to come..
chances is gettin slimmer..
im just afraid to noe the ans..
so guess i'll just avoid the matter for now?
i've been tellin myself its onli a matter of time..
just hope tat i'll b brave enuf to face it when the time is up..

Went to god mother house today=)
took 198 which use up 1hr of my time...
rched-slack-ate-off to cc
the moment i step into the bus stop.. received a msg which said trainin start at 8 instead of 7....
sianz 1/2... It rained like nobody business..
pity those livin in boon lay.. flood every where..
trainin was boring.. was figurin out new rhythm??
jy came n said im gettin sick??
after tat s11-ed wid tian n kean..
bus-home-settle sch stuffs

i just hope tat things will just go smoothly for me...
not askin for too much..
hopefully they can c wid their own eyes n choose correctly...
i've been stressin over it for tis days..even cryin over it..
things just sux when its not wad u expect..=(

Helloooo(:

Credits t DORISALIM for making this blog!

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