i dunno y, but im feeling down down down=(
every little thing just reminded me of it. it sucks.
it sucks even more when ppl ard thinks its funny when its totally not.
sometimes, i just couldnt convince myself that life is fair.
no option to choose the way we want it to be.
end up, things always didnt turn out well at all.
life sux.
im starting to miss holidays>.<
rush down to cc for ycss training on ytd..
went for training tdy.. regretted for rchin early la.
was still thinking to be punctual since i've been late for quite some time..
so cancel the thought of rounding wid charlene-.-
who noes, had to join in warm up wid the 'special' ones>.<
im prepared to have cramps liao. its been soooooo long since i've last run la..
dunno wad to post liao. bye-.-
one week of sch gone.. went ycss training on thurs=)
skip training at cc tis week.. go also nth to do>.<
sch was okay.. at least got ren shi de..
hope every thurs will dismiss early!!! lol.. then can go ycss training=)
oh ya.. plus.. meet up wid rajesh n vineet just now.. bbt....
PLB pte ltd=) haha..
dunno wad to type liao.. bb-.-
今天星期六了!!!!!!!!!! 好快哦。。
两个月就这样过了。。 超不想上学的>.<
一想到要做grp work, project, chiong assignment，再加上不能参与耘青的练习。。
心情是跌倒最低点=(
我不要上学 我不要上学 我不要上学啦!!!!!
昨天去练习，是走去的!!
多谢charlene 陪我哦!! 去买bus concession.. 然后找vineet.. 就走去啦..
还以为能练得凶点，再准备上学，谁知，到了却没事做!! 闷死了!!
练完后有些事情发生。。
charlene 小妹，你要坚强okay!!
没我的日子你要勇敢点，有的学什么就学!!
不要害怕给别人讲，因为他们也没好到哪去!! =)我会想你们的!!!!!!!!! ( 你们也要想我hoh... )
最后，还是那一句。。
我不要上学 我不要上学 我不要上学啦!!!!!
sch is starting in one week time-.-
back to the hectic life again... the thought of it jiu sianz......
went ritz carlton hotel on 8 oct for performance... drums....
everything went quite smoothly... except for some things that reminded me of smth-.-
had drums performance again on 11 oct sunday at cc.. celebration for mid-autumn festival..
wenyang was there to perform beishi.. longtian was there for tiaozhuang..
is damn shiok to be able to see so close loh..
except that some kiasu aunty looking for trouble onli-.- kiampa.
post some photos here... for more photos, check out
wt fb or
my fb..
emo emo emo=(
早知会这样，又何必当初呢？
好烦哦!!! 如果再给我一次机会，我肯定死都不要开始。
看着别人在面前玩得这么开心，心里不禁有一股冲动也想和他们一样。
可惜，我是女人>.< 永远都不会有这个机会。就算有，也再也找不到适合的吧。
好无奈哦。。好想放下一切，从眼前的画面逃避，但我做不到!!!
好讨厌好讨厌好讨厌好讨厌好讨厌好讨厌!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
你说明天就等明天
明天似乎离我太遥远
我在思念只能思念
用思念填充没有你的夜
寂寞冲破了底线
在心中盘旋你看不见
任由心痛在蔓延
怎么勇敢去跨越
