its been exactly one week since i last blog..
nth much to blog about also.. got back results.. all passed.
there's ppl complaining bout their time table alrdy..
hopefully time table will be gd tis time..
anyway.... i noe tis sound very stupid but i still wan to blog bout it>.<
i finally get to learn beilong!!!!!! wahahaha..
for those that dunno.. here's a pic.. of cuz im not inside.
get to learn during ycss training ytd=)
me is very happy!!! hahaha. although still not so steady la.. but beta then nth=)
thx "bangala company" for helping..
tis once again convince me that onli ycssldt is the place to learn things-.-
wonder how it'll be in 2 years time when.............=(
昨天才碰了一下，今天发现自己有点被'gian'到了.. 也许时间真的能改变一切吧，恐惧感竟然消失了？这也太奇妙了吧？
“ 输是无能的 躲避是窝囊的 逃跑是丢人的
积累时间战胜弱小的自己 才能真正成为一个男人”
在一切还没开始前，我对自己没信心了。。。
因为害怕.............................
被人取笑，
被人看不起，
被人说成笑话。
最害怕的是.........................
那一切再发生，
在一瞬间消失，
仿佛化成灰似的，
什么都没发生过。
我................................还是被打败了。。。
这个战，到底要打到什么时候啊!!! 我已经累了。。
好想放下所有的一切，然后像小鬼的《不屑》歌词里，
让自己不见，瞬间就统统消灭。。。
可惜........................事情没那么简单=(
谁叫人类有心脏，受伤会流血，悲伤也会流泪。。。
是哪个大笨蛋把人类做得有心脏啊!!!!!!!!!
blogger is mad again-.- is ur's mad too?
anyway... got to meet up wid this crazy n CUTE babes on mon!! miss them lots!!
-----> joey xueli leezhen yingxiu meixin =)
cute right?? hahaha.. they just make me so jealous of them la..
i still cant believe de fact that im 18 alrdy..
i haven been to clubbing, i haven been to town for more then 10 times,
i have a curfew n my latest time rchin home was ONLY 130am.
totally no difference frm being a 1 mth old baby-.-
sometimes.. just felt so freaking embarrassed when ppl goes "huh? u 18 liao lei? still have curfew ar?"
haiz.. when will my life be better? when will i have my freedom? when will i..................
finally..... its over..
but.. another event coming.. all thx to old chang kee-.-
cant help but think of the past from the little things tat happen..
even at a remark... it seems tat i still haven get over wid it yet=(
its terrible when high hopes on smth just went haywire the nxt minute.
its more terrible hearing others being able to complete it when you're not able to.
the feeling just sux. perhaps nth's really fair in tis world.
im numb-ed alrdy.
事情如果那么简单那就好了 想让自己不见 瞬间就统统消灭 人类如果没有心脏那就好了 受伤不会流血 悲伤也不会流泪 不需要有同类 传染颓废不需要愚昧的尊严 不需要去偷窃你的思念 自我安慰 就让我伪装 我嘴角不屑 让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍 允许我保留我最后一点点特权 赦免我想念你的心碎 如果我眼神里闪烁不屑 可能我心里一半地已经残废 那一半跟著你走远了的那一天 这一半浅浅的瓦解 you're just another fucking asshole=x
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FREDDY CHEW!!!haven been enjoying the holidays until now except for slpin-.-
busy wid comp comp comp. idky but i somehow regretted joining=(
anyway.. tmr full dress.. then fri comp le..
hopefully nth goes wrong.. its my first time competing playing cymbals..
somehow still not used to it-.-
n all thx to the driving back home after training....
n finally taking bus home tdy.... but seeing the bus go right b4 ur eyes...
n have to wait for the nxt bus for idk how long..........
it just triggered the eagerness in me to get a driving license-.-
somebody... kindly accompany me to bbdc to register. thank you=)
