I FINALLY NOE WAD THE fcuking HELL IS AEL!!!!!!!!!
onli after bout 3 wks-.-(at least its much more beta when i took bout 1 year to figure out POA-.-) n im so happy la. finally noe wad is goin on alrdy.
but.............. WORKS TO B DONE!!!!! COMT N IAC!!!! sianz.. by sunday.. gosh. i haven done a thing all thx to some assholes tat choose the easy topic n leave the diffcult one for me n also some assholes tat haven post their grp post-.-
BUT.... ITS F-R-I-D-A-Y!!!! sianz..... end of tis week sch.. but also means start of new week-.- can time not go so fast........ training ytd was..... kana sabo can!!!! worst still, my soul not wid me. my freaking first impression screwed up. but i think overall shld b still okay? lucky went for ycs training on last sat. the usual mistakes... ownself also noe.. must change!!!!!
photos in sch.. photos of the bloody fcuking bitch. all c she wear skirt damn gao wei loh.. lolz.. cannot concentrate sia.. -.- freaking look like some geylang prostitute.
Leg still open so big-.- DeL lecturer.. LoL!! AeL lesson too borin.. drawn by the guys..
compare the picture=)
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
you're a total stranger to me....
sch's a boredom for me now. don enjoy it as much alrdy. perhaps its due to the workload. schedule is so packed=( cant cope in tis sem.. hope i don get to repeat modules.. I NEED HELP WITH AEL!!!!! ANYBODY KIND ENUF TO TEACH ME?!?!?! TUITION OR WAD ALSO CAN, DON MIND TO PAY.. I DON WAN TO REPEAT MODULES!!!!!!
shld i go for the trip?!?!?!?!?!? no $$$$$$$$$$......... go liao jiu no need take license liao.. haiz.. 6 wks=one n half mth.. can skip 1 core n 1 IS module in year two.. damn tempting la.. but $$$$$$$$$$.......ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 好烦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUX. SUX. SUX. WHICH KIND SOUL WAN SPON ME? -.- but goin china.. think of so many prob, a bit scared lei.. milk powder.. egg.. buns.. earthquake.. wad if i die there? -.-
going trainin ltr.. don feel like goin. felt there's no purpose of me goin alrdy. doesn't make sense to me y i'm still there. don dare to ask if ____. afraid to noe de ans. perhaps i'll just avoid the matter now. its just a matter of time to noe de ans. nth tat i wish ever came thru. forget it. perhaps its just fated, fated tat my life is full of ups n downs, fated tat life is unfair for me=(
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Let all be memories..
perhaps i really shouldn't treat ppl tat nice after all.. cant even bring myself to lecture them-afraid tat they'll cry infront of me. treat ppl so nice also no use, in the end? take me for granted? 翻脸不认人。 sometimes i just dunno y im so soft-hearted. end up its me suffering on my own. while tat person is happily enjoying life n i guess, don even rmb my existence.
well, if tats de kind of life u wan, go ahead then. i shall not disturb u anymore. if u r the kind tat don even grab the chance tats given, n u think its okay to give others the chance for free, go ahead. as wad i've told u, if u wan smth, now is the best time to go back. don believe, check wid the others. but pls check wid ppl tat have a clear mind n noe wad is actually goin on. as a friend, let me tell u tis. u have changed after ____. where's de old u? i believe u urself enjoy the old times. y force urself to change for the worst? 自己反省反省吧。。如果你对你现在的生活很满意，就当我在说废话。
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Happy Belated Birthday Terence=)
tired tired tired. went for training on fri. learn dragon drum-.- sux. screw-ed up. n some idiots just have to show tat kind of idiotic face again. not happy don teach loh. i okay de. as if ur being force to do so like tat-.- F-C-U-K O-F-F. don ever think of spoiling my mood. 'FAVOURITISM' was the word-of-the-day=) same thoughts n comments. haha.
today, went for ycss training. only to noe tat im the onli gal tat attend not forgetting the DOVER TERRORIST, MISS CHERMAINE NG SHI HAN tat bomb-ed me the umpteen time. played drum, teach rajesh luo, train lion tail. after tat met aunt for lunch. saw souyan n lizhen while buying drinks at mac. then home. slp on the sofa once i rch home. (but was awake by the stupid sound of drilling outside my house. early morning don drill, wait till i rch home wan fall a-slp on the sofa then drill-.-)
was freaking bored so decided to clear all left-over works tat r to be done. cleared mol, two chap some more=) iac discussion board n comt points to b done, eg2 tutorial to b done, del e-tutorial to b done. soooooooooo many things haven finish. gotta stop here now. bye.
i felt i did the stupid-iest thing in my life n i'm gonna regret if it happens-.- i admit i was a bit sian when i heard tat _____. haiz. no aim, no purpose, no reason. just hope everything tat i heard wasnt true.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
H-E-L-L-O P-P-L!! tmr is FRIDAY=) which means another week of sch is gone. which t-h-e-n means exam is getting near-.- screw the exams. =p i really wonder how lecturers are given their jobs man. nth is fair in tis world. lecturers tat are gd enuf to teach lectures tat last 2hours long r NOT teaching lectures but instead, teaching tutorials. AEL lecture was a killer. not even 5 min, heads down. i really couldn't understand wad he's teaching at all. imagine him teaching for about a WEEK n i still couldn't understand a thing. n during AEL tutorial, a 1 HOUR lesson n i can understand alrdy. conclusion: different lecturer makes a BIG difference=)
went for training ytd. -.- all thx to chermaine ng shi han, smth happen......... haiz.. sian loh.. training was damn ______. V BORED LEI!!!! PAMELA CHNG!!! wo yao men si le.. kuai dian hui lai lei!!!
我为什么还是放不下=( 怎么办?!?!?!?!?!?! 好烦.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
phew. the weeks' finally gone half way alrdy. its wed!! lessons r the same, don understand wad the lecturers are saying. ael- screw the theories-.- del- "1+1=10" =) the OR gate, NOR gate, AND gate, NAND gate........ eg2- differentiation!!! all return to teacher liao. compro- lecturer always bring a useless laptop to class cuz no bat-.- comt/iac- screw the projects.
For the first time of my life, I AM LOVING DEEPAVALI=) reason is cuz its on mon!!! n i get to skip comt n iac. week3 - deepavali week4 - e-learning week WEEK5 - TEST-.- but projects are like all squeeze tgt. hate it. heng tis time got a gd grp. all v on de. don wan to drag projects also. got wad jiu do liao. N CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME THE IMPACTS OF SOCCER? BE IT THE SOCIAL IMPACTS OR PHYSICAL IMPACTS? TAG ME PLS!!! THX=) i need it for my test on week 5...
I HAVE MASTERED THE ART OF SLPING ON TRANSPORT!!! i more n more like aunty alrdy. in bus got place, sit. sit liao tired, slp. cmi-.- no choice la. sch time table too messy liao. bus too cozy also. got air-con ma..
think i'll stop here. meeting MISS CHERMAINE NG SHI HAN. so gan cheong-.- she scared she'll die of hunger. goin training ltr.. shld b updating tmr during compro lesson.. bye=)
Saturday, October 18, 2008
miss the days... miss the ppl..
I HATE MONDAYS. y cant the seven-day week b a six-day week? starting the week with a tuesday n ending the week with a sunday. how G-R-E-A-T =)
Thursday, October 16, 2008
im back for a second post. n i finally met another nice teacher today-ael tutor. tis sem teacher all fcuked up? 2nd day of sch find prob alrdy. in the end? call-ed up tat person to "clear misunderstandings"-.- n the first qns she asked in the phone was "r u still angry?" lmao. glad tat she still noe peeps r angry wid her. not forgetting her treating us like SECONDARY STUDENTS, or worst still, PRIMARY SCH KIDS-.-
many many things coming up. i have a feeling i cant cope in tis sem=( don think will score as gd as last sem? just hope my hard work will pay off tis sem ba..
photos of tdy in sch.. was bored till take out hp to snap. some of u out there wondering wads poly life rite?
take a look then.. basically just "live ur own life".
u wan study u study, don wan then do ur own things,
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like slpin=)
*note tat following photos r taken in the same place, same lesson, same time.
>>>>>AEL lesson, starts at 1, ends at 3. heads r alrdy down at 1.30.<<<<<
(it rhymes-.-)
u guys must b wondering y all so tired rite...
n the person behind all tis is
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Mr Low Hong Kai. ael lecturer aka module leader.
>>>>>taken while waiting for ael tutorial to start. door was lock so all sitting outside.<<<<<
>>>>>during DEL tutorial. the module tat goes 10011100110101000011111100010101.....<<<<<
(the hong kong slang of his made us laugh till peng. lol.)
im in sch now.. lessons are so bored.. saw nth but onli 1010001010101001011100010101101 durin del lessons. c my notes n u will noe wad im saying.
went trainin ytd, learn-ed things. didn't regret goin after all. play-ed drum, damn long nvr play liao. got some still dunno how to play. n boonmin drum stick flew off-.-
starting lesson alrdy. got to zao. bye.
Monday, October 13, 2008
back frm sch........... didnt miss sch tat much after listening to the lecturers brief bout projects n assignments n schedules n exams n tutorials n quizzes tat-r-to-be-done-by-tis-week n grp works n the forever-oh-so-boring-classes n of cuz the weightage of everything including attendance n punctuality n......................................SO-MANY-MORE-.-
n my notes add up to $71.30. (haven add in the price of the toolbox=$100)
n i think i must not only work hard but EXTRA HARD to understand wad the lecturer is takin bout esp during fdat. ma chiam one chicken one duck(translate to chi). noe nth bout wad he says except "YOU-R-DISMISS".
n my hand writing is freaking ugly. pen-man-ship anyone? -.-
n idk how am i goin to tahan tmr lesson frm 8-5 when i cant even tahan tdy lesson frm 10-5.
n i am soooooooo tired tat i slept on the bus like nobody business.
n idk wad to post alrdy.
n i think i will stop here.
n i am sooooooooooooooo naggy.
n i will now stop here.
n BYE BYE-.-
Sunday, October 12, 2008
sch's starting TMR!!!! hope i'll not have a fcuk-ed up grp for comt cum iac. just hope tings will b beta when there's at least someone noe de.
went for chushi just now. i was the onli gal-.- kana fly aeroplane by the PROFESSIONAL PILOTS - 2 DA XIAO JIE. nvr go for bout one week=skip 2 juboon 2 ycs trainings. n coaches were like giving those kind of "long-time-no-c-where-de-hell-you-disappeared-to" face-.- but seriously, as wad most ppl agree. ITS TOO LATE. WHEN DID U ACTUALLY C ____ CHANGING TO WAD-THEY-WAN-IT-TO-BE? ITS ALWAYS WORDS ONLI BUT NO ACTIONS. EVEN IF HAVE ACTIONS ALSO DON LAST LONG. THEN THE SAME OLD PPL WILL DO THE SAME OLD THINGS=BACK-TO-SQUARE-ONE=NO CHANGE -.-"'
enuf of rantings. u ppl out there beta keep ur mouth SHUT after c-ing my blog n not call some others to come n view especially if U-FREAKING-DISAGREE-WID-ME. i will appreciate it v much. THANKYOU=)
was shock to hear tat u not coming back? ____ keep trying to convince me to go for trainings n wan me to plan my time? on the other hand, ____ say i ps-ed them for not goin for trainings wid them? prob is i don c y must i still continue if im the onli gal left. thinkin of wad ur ans will b. if its a no, will i b happy or disappointed? will i still stay? will i still go for it? wad if its a yes, will i feel happy or disappointed? will i stay strong n face the challenges? will i overcome my fear? i knew straight away tat i will continue once i go, yet i went. i dunno if its eerie or wad. im feeling so down yet u r feeling so down as well. r we really fated to be a pair or wad? imagine feeling n thinkin the same things at de same time wid the same person again n again. n f.y.i, im talkin bout a gal and im not a les. (sorry to disappoint u if u tot it was a guy tat im thinking of-.-)
