i've had enuf of everything. sian liao.
gonna wash my hands off everything alrdy.
n how evil i am, hoping that lessons would b 6-8 so i'll skip trainings=D
dont see the point of putting in so much effort,
but in the end, just being treated as a dog, an idiot, or worst, a slave.
well, i guess i'll start to treat YOU as an I-D-I-O-T. hows that? sounds nice?
n i believe many would agree with me except the 6-7 GOOOOOOOD ________=)
who says god is fair? god IS unfair.
had such a scenerio happening in life..
made the stronger stronger, and make the weaker a loser.
if YOU, god, happen to chance upon this, let me ask u, IS TIS REALLY WAD U WAN?
does seeing the weaker ones being bullied made u happy?
does seeing the weaker ones being treated as slaves made you happy?
does seeing the weaker ones suffer becuz of the arrangement u made made u happy?
well, let me tell u, I THINK U GO EAT SHIT AND FCUK OFF!
(hey hold on, b4 u think im violent n rough, think again. cuz i learnt this sentence frm an IDIOT.)
hellooooooooooo. miss me? v long nvr update liao.
damn sianz....... full time lion dance for tis two weeks?
been busy for like wed to sat for this week.
nxt week tues to sat.... damn shag.
many probs coming up. its damn irritating.
y cant b last time no fan nao, no prob, no tai ji of mine?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
fcuk. can onli say fcuk. fcuk the biased-ness of ppl. fcuk the stupid change of ppl ic.
fcuk the fcuk-up ppl. FCUK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
prob after prob, no stop one. shld have leave my hands of it since tat time.
make ownself so fan dunno for wad. not my prob also i fan-.- zi zao one.
haiz. somehow all linked. wo hen lei!!!!!!!!!!!
sch timetable out. until now onli one day 8-5.
hopefully after IS added, wont v shag ba..
cuz wed is still empty for me. n hopefully i can get back my elective.
don think will involve so much by the time.
gonna concentrate wid studies then choose the route i wanted.
wish me luck for a gd timetable.
i am v boring ar!!!!!!!!!
watched Paul Blart: Mall Cop @ Jp ytd.
one more mth to sch reopen!!!! v sian!!!!!!
im looking forward to sch sooooooo much.
if paul blart wasnt of tat ___, would the movie still be nice?
i don think so. Laughters after laughters, its hilarious i agree.
but, in real life? its just nth but embarassment..
mayb some don think so but...i guess its onli tat pathetic 2% of the whole population.
yes, im too sensitive. don bother to console me or wadsoever, im-used-to-it.
used-to-it to the extent that my heart is alrdy numb frm all the crying-alone.
perhaps my appearance to tis world is a wrong arrangement.
i shld b the one that was accidentally killed instead of my "elder brother".
只希望时间可以倒流，然后暂停在那一刻。
现在已回不去了，说我吃醋也好，敏感也好。
因为如果我有选择的话，我根本都不想要现在的生活。
got my results in the morning, or shld i say afternoon-.-
gpa dropped tremendously.(correct word used? it just came to my mind.)
but at least its still above 3.
mum opened the letter of results when she tot it was sch fees-.-
can still ask me fdat get _? lol. think i scored badly for the last paper.
accompanied pam wid boonhock n rajesh to np.
pam needs to do the software thingy.
book a room in library n 3 of us slack.
after tat training. the warm up alone is enough to kill me man.
how can they arrange two 'bu shi ren' coach to lead warm up?!?!
WO MEN HAI SHI REN LEI!
its been ages since i last run. now having cramps in the leg-.-
n i freaking forgot tat ans is given on wed?
thurs then training ar! piang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
one more week the time also not enuf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how?????????很骄傲你是___， 但你好像一点都没把这件事放在眼里。
也许答应他是最好的选择，至少一个人还能继续。。。
its 17th!!!!!!!!!!
results in.............3 days time on the 20th.
wish me luck. hopefully lucky star would be on me.
so that i can proudly claim i am a second year student!
had a sudden urge of blogging everything out, but, i guess not.
i think i need a doctor, a psycologist, a counsellor, a listener, a motivater.
felt so 'weird' keeping everything to myself.
n im hoping sch will start real soon to keep me busy.
have u ever ask urself......
wad would life b like without troubles?
wad would life b like without problems?
wad would life b like without worries?
wad would life b like without unfairness?
wad would life b like without Y-O-U?
Decisions, decisions... we usually go right.
Not sure which one is the stairway to heaven, but the left-hand path can get quite muddy.
ever since time began, there was a battle between
right and wrong, good and bad,
things in between seemed to elude us,
and another battle would start in our souls,
whether to listen to your heart or your mind,
and as far time will go, these two battles will continue...
which will you listen to...
your heart or mind?
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back frm training. was a waste of time for me.
dragon instrument-.- if not for the signature thing i wouldn't go.
was still looking forward to learn drum but.................. haiz.
got thing to do=nth to do
i rather not go in that case. n im alrdy considering whether i shld go on fri-.-
well, can onli blame i learn things too fast?
shld i find a job? earn money to spent?
rather then wasting my time at home doin nth except computer.
but, im freaking lazy to even go interview for job-.-
job=no loyang. i is g-i-a-n de loh.
i wan my nxt medal=)
I AM BACK!!!!!
MY BF AT THE TAGBOARD IS BACK.
BUT TOO BAD, I HAVE TO TELL U TAT UR MY NO. 5 'BF'.
OH YA. CAN I NOE WAD COUNTRY UR FRM?
CUZ U SEE, MY OTHER BF(S) ARE "INTERNATIONAL".
IF UR A SINGAPOREAN, THEN TOO BAD. ITS TAKEN UP BY BF NO.1=)
peeps r u boring staying at home? entertain my bf at the TAGBOARD will u?
he's too bored la. jia ba bo sai pang.
18 birthday was still okay. except that i got smash in the face like nobody's business.
thx peeps for the cake, photo, wallet, angbaos n lastly, the wishes.
although cant spent 18 birthday like others, but i guess all these is enuf le.
really THANKS!!!
lots of photos to post.. n im so lazy to upload them.
photos of sch dianjing, my birthday, ntu comp n taiwan part 4.
n oh ya. ycss did as well at ntu tis time.
1st n 4th. but overall GREAT JOB GUYS!
was a bit disappointed i wasnt able to compete, make myself busy to not think too much.
PART-TIME BANGALA COMPANY, anybody interested to join??? -.-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME=)IM OFFICIALLY 18.
THX PEEPS FOR THE WISHES.N THX MS CHERMAINE NG SHI HAN FOR THE (typed)BIRTHDAY SONG:D
N TIS IS FRM KENNARD. JUST FOR LAUGH.(no offence)
MAN'S BOOBS. 
