saw tis at yinyin blog.. mayb troupes can try tis durin chi new year while doin cai qing.. lol..
你好!我是桔子大人
张开我的双臂~
看!我长的和你一样吧?!
我脱光衣服给你看!
我生气了,我练武术!
我累了,坐着歇会儿真舒服~~
我练瑜珈,我扣脚丫~~
我对你佩服的五体投地~
我爱你,和我跳个舞吧~
我是女生,我不露点~
我困了,我睡觉了,88~
真的睡了哟~好香香~不要叫我~
freakin funni la can.. haha..
try doin the first two durin cai qing..
i call u a pro if u can.. haha..
bored bored bored!!! slept till ard 1pm.. too tired liao.. trainin for like wed, thurs, fri n sat.. im exhausted man.. cousins came down today.. as usual.. gossip session=) was planning where to go for mother day.. some asshole just had to disagree wid us n kept on 'chang fan diao'. anyway.. she's movin away by tis month.. finally there's peace..
sw tmr.. prepared to hav cramps.. will b runnin runnin n runnin.. hope i can endure n cope wid it.. freakin cats module.. due in one week time.. my grp haven done a thing la.. haiz.. marks given based on assignments some more.. sianz sia.. i have to manage my time properly le.. cant b playin n slackin liao.. poly is i choose de.. must have self-discipline.. guess must chiong in one week le.. hopefully i can settle everything by tmr..
Saturday, April 26, 2008
trainin ytd was okay.. a bit blur la.. don noe wad to do.. haiz.. hav a v strong feelin tat im not involve if the same things continue in my life... also good la.. will not b goin down so often.. can save bus fare some more.. lol.. anyway give face onli.. im sure tat a lot wont b goin down after ____.
went for ycs trainin today.. CHERMAINE NG SHI HAN came sia.. haha.. surprise tat she came la.. n she actually went for chu shi after tat.. n she mastered luo!!!!! haha.. nxt time i no need so xin ku liao=) talk about chu shi.. haiz.. nth to say la.. kana diao for nth sia.. was told tis thing in the mornin.. nxt moment diff thing happen then kana blame.. haiz.. at least bh bother to console by sayin its not my fault? alrd noe his pattern liao la.. even if its SOMEBODY fault also will put the blame on us.. his son ma.. haiz.. freakin bias la.. fuck him la.. asshole.. knnccb.. i noe its really not my fault la.. but i just cant stop thinkin of the image of him scoldin us while puttin the blame on us.. freakin fuck up la... kao pei sia.. ccb... haiz.. guess i'll just have to work harder la.. don wanna disapoint "him" also.. no choice.. until now don even noe whether im in or not.. i just hate it when im asked to do smth which requires my hardwork n effort, after tat no news bout it.. i hate it!!!!!!!!
how i wish things wouldn't b so complicated. how i wish i can noe wad im workin hard for. how i wish i don hav to think so much bout my life. how i wish i can end my life straight here. how i wish i didnt appear in tis universe. perhaps its just a mistake of me appearing. i don noe y.. i just felt like cryin right now. i just felt the pain in my heart. how i wish there can b somebody to console me right now. i hate my life.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Haven been bloggin these 2 days.. now still in sch.. havin engmec tutorial.. again..its the lecturer wid the hong kong slang......
went trainin on wed straight after sch.. went for np lion dance trainin ytd which was freakin bored la.. its like have to learn every thing frm the start.. i was still thinkin im the drummer in ycs n i coach the juniors.. now it exactly opp. they teachin me.. damn freakin borin la.. everything is exactly the same wid wad i learn.. not like some.. at least they frm pattern to traditional.. still okay.. worst still.. no luo.. every sch so poor de ma.. gu jia don hav, luo don hav.. sianz sia.. n one thing, their discipline sux sia.. totally different frm juboon.. kenny n hong kai came too..
i was nearly late for sch today la.. freakin hp didn't ring after i snooze it.. worst still.. cant even on!!!! sianz.. lesson was okay today.. at least i manage to understand eng mec la.. lecturer really v patient wid us.. ltr goin back home first.. then go trainin.. hope i'll b in time yea.. sat thing still haven settle sia.. hope they can perform.. it will b a waste if they train like hell then cuz of one cant make it then cancel the whole performance.. law n chee kean performin too.. wish them gd luck..
how i wish everything could b clearer to me.. there is always a mist whenever i wanna go thru.. how i wish things wouldn't happen so quickly=(
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
freakin stress..project project n project.. haiz.. just hope i can cope wid it.. mon sch was okay.. had cats n sw.. there's a project for cats.. im grp wid like malaysian, myammar n china.. lol.. no choice.. not familiar wid the others also.. guess we will b the weakest team.. sianz.. there's is still communication problem la.. die sia.. dunno wad to do.. sw was okay.. lucky it was rainin.. cant go outdoors.. had theory? coach was funni la.. but when it comes to trainin.. who noes.. everyone is diff in wadever thing they do.. cant expect him to b as funni as mon.. realli realli hope i can cope..
today sch okay also.. able to understand the eltech calculations.. its just math n physics.. engmec not so gd liao.. cant realli understand la.. at least got help frm le jin n ben.. manage to understand at least 60% ba.. thx guys=) was realli lucky la.. met le jin, ben n teck wang? was in a team wid them for engmec n ecpro=)
kenneth approach me today la.. askin me to join np lion dance? still thinkin lei.. realli cant decide whether wan join not lei.. the thought of havin track pants as their trainin attire jiu sianz.. there r like pros n cons la.. hmm.. anybody got suggestion? tag me yea..
tmr got trainin.. need to bring laptop to sch cuz got math tutorial.. sianz sia.. must bring one big bag to sch again=( anyway.. tmr sch startin at one for me.. can slp a bit ltr.. haha.. just hope everi thing can go smoothly for me tmr...
Sunday, April 20, 2008
nth to do.. so now here bloggin.. ytd cousin bbq was freakin sux la can.. we lost our way there? went to costa sands.. but it wasn't de ntuc one.. was thinkin if mum didn't control me n my sis frm goin out late, we would hav noe the place la.. anyway.. they didn't even ask clearly where exactly is the place.. hell.. in the end.. blame me n sis.. fuck up sia.. adults always blame the younger one whenever they r at fault.. haiz..
sch's startin tmr.. mon again.. gonna start sw lesson.. just hope it wouldn't b too tough for me? lucky still got ppl accompany.. or else i'll b hatin mondays like hell..
how i wish things can b said clearly all at once.. then there will not b so many prob.. y r things always so complicated when they can b not.. perhaps im just over concern bout every matter tat's happenin in my life.. guess i'll just hav to learn to not tink so much over small matters.. it'd just so difficult for me to overcome every obstacles on my own.. how i wish there can b someone to listen to me n share my worries.. sometimes i just felt like endin my life n don giv a damn bout it.. but there's just smth tat im afraid of.. smth tat i don even dare to face.. i hate my life so much:(
Saturday, April 19, 2008
just came back frm ycs trainin.. had lunch wid tian n pam.. after tat chatted wid pam.. now home bloggin.. goin out to cousin's bbq at pasir ris... gonna take train.. journey is like 2hr long la.. sianz.. cant slp in train also.. not like bus.. haha.. guess im still not use to schoolin life ba.. just felt freakin tired although i hav sufficient amount of slp.. gonna get use to it asap..
anyway.. ytd sch was alright.. had project work.. im kind of startin to feel the stress there le.. dateline was one week's time... how i wish there's nth called project in tis world.. argh!!! got to noe tat kenneth-my classmate was also into lion dance?! haha.. singapore so small la.. haha.. still considerin wad cca to choose sia.. mayb none? depends.. after sch 154-ed to taman.. rch there like 5? fyi: trainin start at 8. n im like alone when i rch there.. sianz.. worst still.. no wireless.. im like starin at the laptop like an idiot.. refreshin n refreshin the connection page.. waitin for an unsecured network to arrive.. in the end.. none can b connected:( was alone till wt arrive at 6.. had dinner then trainin.. trainin was fine.. i managed to rmb those rhythm frm wed? haha.. so happy for myself :)
v fast one week past liao.. which means mon comin.. sianz.. havin sw n cats.. how i wish there is no sw!!!! stupid alumni came out wid the stupid is module!!! all alumni go die la!! alumni liao still care so much bout sch for wad!! kaoz.. make more problem for us onli.. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y cant things just b said in one go without any loopholes.. given hopes n chances here n there.. in the end, not even one info bout it.. shut the bloody mouth n keep it to urself la.. keep givin hopes which made us more fan bout it.. how i wish i can read everyone's mind....
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
theres a bit prob wid the videos sia.. hmm.. anyway..
Yesterday sch was 1-5.. math lecture then tutorial.. lecture was borin for the first half cuz its functions.. second half was goin thru range n domain.. which is the worst chap of mine.. tutorial was freakin funni.. lecturer was repeatin "understand? understand? agree wid me? agree wid me?" haha..the whole class was like am chio-ing la.. lol.. after tat bus-ed to taman.. met weitian for dinner.. did my hw n prepare for trainin.. trainin was okay.. a bit spider la.. was nt feelin well.. cant realli concentrate.. someone started wid the"spider-lin" thing.. then came spider-min, nas, yong, tian.... lol.. after trainin bus-ed home> bathed>slp
Today sch was 9-4.. it was a miricle(don no how to spell).. i manage to survive sch? guess it was cuz the last 3 hrs got the company of my laptop? but it was somehow distractin la.. i was usin lap,not listenin to lesson.. got wireless ma.. connection v fast also.. not lack at all.. anyway...was havin EECAD lessons.. don understand at all la.. designing of the copper thing..blah blah blah.. le jin n ben went to buy engmec tb.. i was ps-ed? in the end had lunch wid onli guys.. somehow use to it le.. but tink the guys like feel v weird la..haha..still not close ma.. after sch bus-ed back home.. im kind like lookin forward to go home straight away.. tink realli don like to b outside wid ppl tat don noe loh.. ohya!! i saw xueli n sianglin on my way to sch today.. realli miss them.. esp the 2e2 de.. miss them lots=) tmr havin sch frm 9-4.. laptop needed again.. use tat time v shiok la.. but when tink of travellin must bring jiu sianz 1/2.. must use to it ba.. theres trainin tmr.. mayb goin back home first.. tired! tired! tired!
im currently in sch now.. havin eecad lesson..
as promised.. videos frm mon=)
uncle goin up the stage..
uncle singin.. he kept repeatin his actions la.. me boonmin peisan c until laugh like siao.. lol..
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
didnt upload ytd video.. was in my laptop.. will upload when i hav the time.. sch today was... BORIN!!!!! eltech prac sux like hell!! stupid indian lecturer.. don underrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr strrrrrrrrrrrrrrand wad she says at all.. her eng is full of her indian slang la... felt like laughin the moment she talk... esp when she pronounce the chinese names... lol.. a lot of myanmar ppl in np.. their names v v weird.. had lunch wid classmates.. went for engmec.. engmec cher dismiss us early 1hr? too bad there's lesson after tat.. imagine how great it would b if it's home after tat.. went to get ezlink wid the same gang then slack at canteen till 3.. btw.. i nearly fell aslp durin eltech tutorial ard 330..thx le jin for her sweet=) still cant survive sch frm 9-5.. must buck up!!!
tmr's math frm 1-4.. wee~~~~~ saw the notes le.. all e n a math.. didnt regret chiongin for math..=) really greatful for sec sch math teachers.. miss lim, chiobu, lao liew... come to think of it... im realli lucky to hav them as my math cher.. lucky nvr kana choo choo train, or foo... hopefully will hav no prob wid the topics.. tink its onli a matter of time tat i start to chiong math again.. n also physic? common test will b comin v fast.. got to manage my time properly le.. make sure i play hard n work hard at the same time=)
Monday, April 14, 2008
today first day of sch!!! met yeeling to buy laptop bag first.. after tat 154-ed to np.. i nearly fell aslp on the journey sia.. freakin long.. oh ya.. loo zing zai came up on the way.. haha.. cats was okay.. met new frens.. btw.. as decided, i choosed bb for sw.. lucky theres enough places.. lesson starts nxt week? out of bout 28 ppl onli 3 gals? lol.. after sch went to c cca fiesta.. saw small lawrence.. a gal did sign up for lion dance.. still decidin whether to choose not cuz it'll b bo hua for me?
received a msg frm wt.. called jy.. rejected the meetin.. in the end peter called.. i was on bus le.. but told him im still in sch=) quickly put down the phone cuz expected there will b ppl pressin the bell.. lucky sia.. bell realli rang.. haha.. in the end onli boonmin peisan n me nia.. lol.. purpose was to serve the old folks? there was karaoke session la.. sponsored by ong kian chew.. he went up to sing.. singin was much beta then those tat was there to sing.. haha.. was disturbing peisan to go sing 'mouse love rice'.. after tat sing one song then the old folks was like dancin like nobody business la.. took videos of it.. he was repeatin the same action again n again? haha.. got one guy go up dance free style sia.. sad.. didn't get to video tat.. damn hilarious la..
after tat acc peisan take bus then went home.. parents was like askin hows sch.. felt like a pri 1 kid.. lol.. but at least they ask la.. i got to know tat they still care bout me=) tmr sch 9-5.. hope i'll survive..
long post for today.. bloggin frm my laptop=) tat's all folks..
Sunday, April 13, 2008
SCH'S STARTIN TMR!!!!!!!!!!! schedule will b busy busy busy.. mon 1-5 tues 9-5 wed 1-5 thurs 9-4 fri 9-4 im so gonna love wed ONLI cuz its math for the whole day.. not mon cuz there's sw... =( other than tat.. there's still trainin for comp.. hope i'll b able to cope wid everi thing..
went chushi today.. bai zhu shi.. last day of qing ming jie liao still a lot of ppl.. there was nan tian tan, yu hong, hong wei, last but not least yu wen.. was helpin wid everi thing.. kim zhua, ba n luo.. guess i'll b recognized if they saw me at the coffee shop.. haha.. its a pity la.. peisan's admirer wasn't there.. a guy frm yuhong=) i fell aslp the moment i rch home.. freakin exhausted..
there's tis thing botherin me for tis few days.. things just went as expected..finally..today. lucky he rejected it? but somehow obvious tat he was thinkin of the prob after tat incident happen.. its either i just listen to wad he says? don care or bother wad others say just do my best.. horoscope was sayin tis "The drama going on in your life today won't be negative or bad -- which is good." well.. just hope tat everi thing would go well.. as wad i promise her.. i will giv my 101%.. n work hard towards our goal.. 8 n sf=)
Saturday, April 12, 2008
im so busy!!!
Friday
went trainin.. dragon instrument again.. trained 3 in 1.. was able to catch up=)
Saturday
went to sch to download software.. took 1hr 30min?
was like an idiot starin at the screen waitin for time to pass..
after tat cab-ed to bugis to makan n shop for clothes..
while eatin, saw tis jap little gal.. her hair was like so cool la can..
mrt-ed back home n here i am bloggin..
Thursday, April 10, 2008
back frm chu shi.. bathed.. now here using my laptop bloggin!!!=) thx cousin for repairin it for me=) today chu 3 beishi n 4 lion.. lucky pam wasn't there..or else i'll b shi wei!! haha.. heng ar.. troupes there were nam sieng, hong wei n us.. namsieng chu 3 dragon? standard was so much beta then us.. then juboon in charge of ba.. hong wei in charge of drum n luo.. we combined.. lucky not first time meet them le.. if not play ba sure die.. was enjoyin the ba session wid bingyang the most.. haha.. no choice ma.. onli me n him most strong de.. we were playin like nobody business la.. haha.. was told to play luo for the same ppl again.. still not use to it la.. really hav no confident of myself.. must faster buck up!! well.. at least i got everything correct in the end all thx to boonhock=) repeatin n repeatin the tao lu again n again for me=) gonna change to my com le.. still not use to using laptop.. long n long-winded post for today.. haha..
hope was given n then taken away.. y do things always onli come when u hav no interests in it anymore.. how i wish it could come on-time every now n then.. haiz.. really hope i will b able to survive the whole process.. don even noe whether it will happen cuz wadever he tinks would b different frm others.. guess wad i can do now is to onli wait for the time to arrive.. onli then will i noe the ans to my qns...
fuckin mum nagging now!!! just cuz my cousin is comin to solve the prob for me n im not at home. shit her la... back frm sao mu, now goin out for chu shi.. 9 lion.. beta b enough ppl.. cuz i don wanna get involve.. shag frm the sao mu.. busy the whole day.. fuckin noisy at home!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!! mum askin for tis n tat.. its gonna rain again? shit.. hope the lorry wont b leakin like nobody business.. gonna go off le.. cant tahan stayin at home liao.. noisy!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
wee~~~~ finally found someone blog liao.. haha.. must threaten one.. laptop arrived at 11 in the mornin.. i was still expecting de delivery man to b some old old uncle? instead turn out to b a man in his 20s..=) received a msg frm jy.. chu shi tis thurs at 5.. sun at 930.. thurs 5 isnt a gd timing? ppl work till at least 530... wt will b rushin over straight after work? pity her sia.. some start poly life le.. will not b goin.. soon will b my turn.. =(
'someone' had been disturbin me tis few days.. im like feelin so irritated by the thing la.. ppl just wan to help him but end up gettin hate by him.. i just felt like tellin him in the face tat i don wanna care so much but im afraid the same thing would happen to me.. don even noe y im pulled into it also.. sianz.. now finally noe wads its like to b attached to him le.. lucky im not one of them sia.. hopefully he'll stop thinkin so much n stop botherin me....
Monday, April 7, 2008
haven been updatin for tis few days.. went to np for orientation for course.. didn't expect so many ppl actually choose tat course.. guess they just cant get in ae? made some frens.. classmates were easy to get along..=) was ps-ed by ian heng!!! stupid guy.. don wanna talk much bout it le.. hopefully can survive durin poly life?
finally gettin my laptop tmr.. soooooooooo lookin forward to it.. the company actually did called but it was durin trainin on the 28 mar!!!!! means i can actually get it on 29!!!!! argh!!! they called like 830pm plus.. anyway got work till so late one meh.. i was still thinkin who was tat.. lucky i called the company today.. the person still ask me whether i still wan it not... lolz.. alrd order can say don wan de meh.. nxt hav to settle software thing n lecture notes.. many many more things to really think over.. hope i made the correct choice for everything or else i'll start to regret..
Friday, April 4, 2008
stress!!!!!!!!!!!! so many prob goin on.. not my prob also become my prob.. y must life hav so many prob!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! wan to help but others just don noe how to appreciate it.. guess they will really regret onli after things happen? i hav alrd done my part.. no further comments if anything happens..
was feelin much beta after the huggies tat my LES partner JOEY foo gav me=) thx a lot yea=) meetin her n wong wong after tis.. miss them lots? goin trainin after tat.. guess i wont b bloggin when im back cuz im currently attached to 《終極一家》 tats all folks=)
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
hello ppl!!!!!!! haven been updating for tis few days.. had been back into dvd-《終極一家》mum borrowed frm her fren=) ytd had trainin.. as usual.. dragon instrument!! was trainin for comp.. second time le.. but still slow in catching up of the new rhythm? really admire those tat can get it straight away.. probably i'll giv myself a bit more time.. hope tat things will not happen like wad tony said? same things for exactly 4 years? 2 years i alrd cant tahan.. guess i'll just let things go smoothly.. don wanna stress too much over it.. if its mine, its mine. if its not, no use makin myself so stress over it.. =)
home-ed wid dad.. here i am bloggin.. thx dad for buyin my breakfast cum lunch..=) goin chiong disc le.. bye ppl!!
This Is Where I Cry
ADELINE LIM
seventeen
05March'91
Juboon dragon n lion dance troupe