ps: im about to vent my anger.. u can skip tis part..
im sick n tired of ppl deciding on an ans dependin on me.. cant u all decide on ur on account? its not as if im askin u guys to go alone.. theres other's company as well.. havin me or not doesn't make any difference(not even a teeny weeny one).. i noe it's just a fren thing.. but.. it just make me felt worse than anything else.. cuz when im there, the whole grp is there.. n when im not, not even a single soul appear.. consider how 'others' will think of me.. as if im the laoda or i/c of u guys.. then when there's any msg, im the onli one told which im suppose to tell u guys.. promises r given.. the nxt morning? not even a single soul appear..
who was the person tat is suppose to inform u guys? ME
who to find to ask for an explanation? ME
who to blame when no one came? ME
its nobody but just ME!!!!!!!
i hate it when im given jobs to b done asap.
i hate it when i hav to inform ppl.
i hate it when im given empty promises.
i hate it when im asked for an explanation.
i hate it when i gav in my 101% but get nth in return.
i hate it when i wan to hack care n my heart just cant let go...
its so frustrating!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!
