ytd cousin bbq was freakin sux la can..
we lost our way there? went to costa sands.. but it wasn't de ntuc one..
was thinkin if mum didn't control me n my sis frm goin out late, we would hav noe the place la..
anyway.. they didn't even ask clearly where exactly is the place..
hell.. in the end.. blame me n sis.. fuck up sia..
adults always blame the younger one whenever they r at fault.. haiz..
sch's startin tmr.. mon again.. gonna start sw lesson..
just hope it wouldn't b too tough for me? lucky still got ppl accompany..
or else i'll b hatin mondays like hell..
how i wish things can b said clearly all at once..
then there will not b so many prob..
y r things always so complicated when they can b not..
perhaps im just over concern bout every matter tat's happenin in my life..
guess i'll just hav to learn to not tink so much over small matters..
it'd just so difficult for me to overcome every obstacles on my own..
how i wish there can b someone to listen to me n share my worries..
sometimes i just felt like endin my life n don giv a damn bout it..
but there's just smth tat im afraid of.. smth tat i don even dare to face..
i hate my life so much:(
