don noe wad to do.. haiz..
hav a v strong feelin tat im not involve if the same things continue in my life...
also good la.. will not b goin down so often.. can save bus fare some more.. lol..
anyway give face onli.. im sure tat a lot wont b goin down after ____.
went for ycs trainin today.. CHERMAINE NG SHI HAN came sia.. haha..
surprise tat she came la.. n she actually went for chu shi after tat..
n she mastered luo!!!!! haha.. nxt time i no need so xin ku liao=)
talk about chu shi.. haiz.. nth to say la.. kana diao for nth sia..
was told tis thing in the mornin.. nxt moment diff thing happen then kana blame..
haiz.. at least bh bother to console by sayin its not my fault?
alrd noe his pattern liao la.. even if its SOMEBODY fault also will put the blame on us..
his son ma.. haiz.. freakin bias la.. fuck him la.. asshole.. knnccb..
i noe its really not my fault la..
but i just cant stop thinkin of the image of him scoldin us while puttin the blame on us..
freakin fuck up la... kao pei sia.. ccb...
haiz.. guess i'll just have to work harder la..
don wanna disapoint "him" also.. no choice..
until now don even noe whether im in or not..
i just hate it when im asked to do smth which requires my hardwork n effort,
after tat no news bout it.. i hate it!!!!!!!!
how i wish things wouldn't b so complicated.
how i wish i can noe wad im workin hard for.
how i wish i don hav to think so much bout my life.
how i wish i can end my life straight here.
how i wish i didnt appear in tis universe.
perhaps its just a mistake of me appearing.
i don noe y.. i just felt like cryin right now.
i just felt the pain in my heart.
how i wish there can b somebody to console me right now.
i hate my life.
