n YES YES YES, I NOE I NOE I NOE. i totally malu-ed myself-.-
damn it. stupid lianfa sabo. plus.................................haiz.
n at that v second, did u noe how much i wanted to dig a hole into the gnd n stuff my head in?
avoided on lorry, instead?? retribution? have to do it infront of so many ppl-.-
i dunno y but my hands were shivering, not forgeting the trillions of butterflies in my stomach.
the level of nervousness is so much more then having a presentation as a class in np.
n guess wad? drumsticks went flying-.-
really couldn't believe it, drumsticks went flying off MY hands.
well, wad to do? shivering hands, trillions butterflies, infinite level of nervousness.
just hope for wadever that could happen happen asap. so i'll b prepared for the 19th.
its just 3 training sessions to practice. i really felt like giving up. wish me luck=(
was on the verge of breaking down on thurs, 但还是忍下来了。也许是因为不想身边的人担心我吧。自己真的很担心星期天的来临。不知道会发生什么事。 这时的我，也不知怎么的掉下了眼泪。也许是这次的压力，已超过我能接受的范围。开始有一点点的后悔了。。。
i dunno y but im so stress over that matter. everyone's depending on me. i really dunno wad to say. accept the challenge n grow more white hair? or simply decline. just want to let u ppl noe(u shld noe who),really hope that we can discuss this tgt? i don wish to agree on my own account n in the end none of u actually agree to it. im voice-ing out here cuz i really can feel the pressure. hope u ppl can give some comments n not leave it to me to decide?
