but.. another event coming.. all thx to old chang kee-.-
cant help but think of the past from the little things tat happen..
even at a remark... it seems tat i still haven get over wid it yet=(
its terrible when high hopes on smth just went haywire the nxt minute.
its more terrible hearing others being able to complete it when you're not able to.
the feeling just sux. perhaps nth's really fair in tis world.
im numb-ed alrdy.
事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见
瞬间就统统消灭
人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血
悲伤也不会流泪
不需要有同类
传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃你的思念
自我安慰
就让我伪装
我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留我最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟著你走远了的那一天
这一半浅浅的瓦解
you're just another fucking asshole=x
